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How to turn wounds into wisdom?

Yesterday I realized something. It was so obvious , but I think I was hiding that from myself for a long , long time. I thought that if I would behave in the way that everything is ok, finally it will be ok. But yesterday the truth hit me straight in to my face. 

80% of my free time I spend for personal development. And that's great because I know why I feel the way I do. I know why I'm angry with myself, why I envy ,why I'm anxious or scared or I don't appreciate myself. I've been trying different things and I came so far but still, I don't feel good with myself and that's what make me unhappy inside. 

Few days ago I came across the following article which made me I can start to love myself? How I can be polite to myself, more forgiving , and finally appreciate who I really am. 

I had promised myself I will focus more on what's NOW rather than on what WAS and I'll start to practice self love. 
How? I have no bloody idea!!!

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