How to turn wounds into wisdom?

Yesterday I realized something. It was so obvious , but I think I was hiding that from myself for a long , long time. I thought that if I would behave in the way that everything is ok, finally it will be ok. But yesterday the truth hit me straight in to my face. 

80% of my free time I spend for personal development. And that's great because I know why I feel the way I do. I know why I'm angry with myself, why I envy ,why I'm anxious or scared or I don't appreciate myself. I've been trying different things and I came so far but still, I don't feel good with myself and that's what make me unhappy inside. 

Few days ago I came across the following article which made me wonder....how I can start to love myself? How I can be polite to myself, more forgiving , and finally appreciate who I really am. 

http://www.purposefairy.com/67100/how-i-turned-my-wounds-into-wisdom-and-my-difficulties-into-opportunities/

I had promised myself I will focus more on what's NOW rather than on what WAS and I'll start to practice self love. 

How? I have no bloody idea!!!

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xoxo

Mags

Back on track

The last few days were very hard for me. Life has knocked me down and suddenly everything seemed so meaningless. I experienced sadness and failure and I couldn't motivate myself to do anything. But I believe that everything happens for a reason , so I will stay strong. 

Today is my birthday and I have just one wish.

 I wish myself, I could always bravely walked through life no matter what!

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